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Election [05 Nov 2008|08:59pm]
There are no words to describe how happy I am about the outcome of this election. I am so pleased with myself that I actually cared about this, I learned about the issues and voted for the first time. It has been such an overwhelming experience. I feel like I have been a part of history and I can't wait to see all the amazing things that President elect Obama is going to do for us. It is so amazing that this man is not just the first African-American president, but that he has such a vision and is truly going to change and impact the world.
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[20 Jul 2008|06:37pm]
nothing
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[09 Jul 2008|07:35pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

The pain in unbelievable.

And I can live without you Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

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[09 Sep 2007|12:05am]
I watched a football game on my own. Weird. I can't stand Jamie, she's an idiot who should not exist. I got a promotion at work. My car was broken into. Life = suck and then not so much suck.
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[10 Aug 2007|10:16am]
I'm going to be in Chicago for the next few days. I hope there isn't too much bullshit that goes on. I'm going to miss Tanner very much.
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[19 Jul 2007|10:27pm]
25 1/2 hours until Harry! Oh man, I'm excited. I accidentally clicked on a link that had some spoilers, since the book leaked, but I quickly covered my screen. Some people are jerks.

School starts in 5 weeks. Summer went by really fast. I wish we could move into the apartment sooner. Oh well. My finger hurts.

I need Tanner to finish with choir camp ASAP. This has been the longest week ever.
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Being THAT girl [18 Jul 2007|02:31pm]
This week really hasn't been that bad with Tanner working at choir camp, except when he has me come to TCU and then he has a thousand other things to do, and so I sit there feeling awkward. Friday night I'm going with his mom to see their talent show thing. I may cancel though, I'm not sure. Tomorrow me and Jamie are having lunch. I really miss how we were last summer. I know that she was cunty for a long time, but when her and Tanner spent about 30 minutes together he said that she wasn't cunty at all. This new Dallas guy may be a moron, but if he's making her less cunty then I should at least give both of them another shot. I'm getting nervous about school in the fall. Not really school, but work. I love my job and the people I work with and everything, but the commute would kill me, especially with insane gas prices. I need to try and call other locations that are closer to school, but then I'll feel bad about leaving my current location. I know I just need to do whatever is best for me. Also, I think working in Ft. Worth would make me ever more into THAT girl. And I don't want to. The only thing I miss about Preston is that I knew that he was THAT boy. Ok this makes no sense I'm pretty sure.

A side note: does anyone know anything about debt consolidation?
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[10 Jul 2007|02:36pm]
HARRY POTTER OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
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You didn't cause it, you can't control it, and you can't cure it. [08 Jul 2007|11:26pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I hope this doesn't end.

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[07 Jul 2007|10:03am]
Preston is getting married today and I really think that I'm ok. I freaked out a few nights ago, and I think that's all I really needed. I'm so happy and lucky now, and I'm not going to let him have any effect on me anymore. What's done is done, and all I can do is move on and forget that it happened.

Today Tanner and I are going to the aquarium and to the drive-in movies. I hope it's lots of fun.
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[22 Jun 2007|12:58am]
[ mood | giddy ]

Video games live was pretty fantastic. I liked it a lot. Things are good. I really like my new job, I love my boyfriend, and I have lots of things going on. I miss Jessi though. She'll be home soon enough so that we can begin our life together at the Ridge.

I went to the court today to figure out the stuff with my ticket. I got to stand in front of a judge and it was exciting. I wanted to take a picture but I can't figure out how to turn off the sound when I take a picture with my phone.

Marc said that Dustin Diamond is really really dirty at Hyena's, so that should be fantastic on Saturday.

I love you I love you I looovvee you.

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[18 Jun 2007|12:38am]
My heart is so happy :)
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[14 Jun 2007|10:30am]
Harry Potter is all I think about. It's pretty intense. I need the book to hurry up and get here because I'm pretty sure I'm going to die from anticipation. Poor Tanner is going with me to the midnight releases for the movie and book. I bought an outfit to wear. It's intense, and I'm pretty excited.

I've had a headache almost everyday for the past 3 weeks. Excedrin Migraine has stopped working for me.

Tanner's mom is going out of town this weekend, which means great things for us. Lots of sexy time, for 3 days straight. Life is good. His mom said no getting drunk, but I think that it'll be ok if it's just me and Tanner getting drunk. I haven't run that idea past him yet, but I'm sure it'll be good. Mmm..drunk sex.

OH MY GOD HARRY POTTER PLEASE HURRY UP BECAUSE I AM GOING FREAKING CRAZY.
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[03 Jun 2007|11:32pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I'm pretty sure that I'm the luckiest girl in the whole world.

Tanner is so amazing and makes me way too happy. It's been a long time since I've been like this. He said he loves me, and it made me very happy. I had been thinking it for a little while. I love kissing him, a lot.

Jessi is leaving. Suck. I'm excited about getting throwed on Saturday, it's been a month since I've drank. Mmmmm drunk teeth-knocking sex. I love it.

Knocked Up is really good and everyone should see it.

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[23 May 2007|12:32am]
[ mood | lonely ]

So, everything is stupid. Well not everything, but some things.

I don't wanna go to schooooooool. It sucks and I don't like it. I need to take another class in summer 2, but I don't want to.

Dear God,
Please let me get knocked up so someone is forced to marry me and then we win the lottery and fall madly in love and then I never have to work so I will never need a degree and I wont have to finish school.
Love,
Melissa

Let's see if that works.

I have to get a second job, and that's really upsetting. I've put in a few applications today, hopefully someone will call me back.

I hang out with Tanner and Alex everyday and I haven't gotten annoyed with them yet. I'm sure they've gotten annoyed by me though, I tend to do that to people.

I hate it when I spend the night with Tanner a few nights, and then I come home and have to sleep by myself, it's no fair. I left my pillow at Alex's. So sad.

My brain hurts.

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[17 May 2007|01:49am]
I hate feeling insignificant.
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[10 May 2007|01:23am]
I am really so freaking happy.
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[02 May 2007|12:14am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

My thighs are really sore and I can't stop smiling again.

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[30 Apr 2007|12:35am]
[ mood | giddy ]

Amazing.

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[28 Apr 2007|03:21am]
[ mood | happy ]

Today went from good to awful to amazing.

Being with Tanner's mom wasn't bad at all. We had a good time. After the show we met Tanner at IHOP, then went back to his moms house. Ashley was there. We sat around and talked, and then they taught me to play Jim Rummy, and it was good. We sat and played for like 2 hours I think.

I want him, all the time. When he's next to me I just want him closer.

Amazing amazing amazing night.

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